I Got Fooled..grrrr~~

A new update lately..I must say it is a great achievement of myself when I can hold cats~even I kissed and hugged them..owh~ 

If you read my really earlier entry, that was my past traumatic experience with a cat when I was like 10 years old. It's been really a long time since then, I now live together with three cats, owned by a house-mate of mine. They are John (Male), the eldest and the biggest one, very active and protective, Tam (Male), the middle sibling, known by its silky and black coat with stockings on the toes, and the very youngest and smallest amongst, Noni (Female).

They are not a good breed as I can see. Mixed breeding maybe. My house-mate adopted them by the roadside during the sundown of one day. It's been two months they are here and I can not wait to hug them everyday. They catch my eyes recently and I do not know why. Perhaps, this is the feeling that cat lovers experiencing on their relationship together. What can I share is, I start to love them but since they are my house mate's, I do not play them as mine which is too soft in a way. She trained them to be active playing around with toys but somehow, they became so soft with me. You are too adore kids, on my lap..

The funny things happened when my house-mate is not home. Twice! She left the kids with me, on the time was busy checking go og le map on my lappy. I did not notice that the house become so quiet without any sound until I started worry where they had been. All this while, my house-mate and I keep eyeing on them to ensure they do not jump out the verandah, as my house located on the first floor. Like a panic mom in the house, I was searching and calling them all over the corners but I did not found them. Even no sound answering my calling. I wanted to phone my housemate to get home fast but suddenly John appeared in front of me. Without any seconds, I asked John (see, I can speak to cat..huhu. Another achievement!), where are the others. He slowly brought me to the freezer and I could hear something making sound right behind the freezer. Here were they, hiding there in the air chamber. I was so worried of the electricity or whatsoever lined there and I tried to hold them out. I knew they won't come to me, so I made a trick to make them go out by making sound of playing their toys. Finally..fuhh. They were safe.

The same night, for the second time, they kept silent. My worried feeling raised up. I called them, play the toys but they did not show up. Guess what, they were resting happily under my bed. I should put the signage, if only they can read. No cats in my room. Sorry kids, that the rule even you guys like to sit there. I do not like mess there. The door will always tightly close.

I got fooled by the cats..uh uh. Nevermind. I love you kids!

Tam. He always staring at me when I speak. Weird uh??I don't mind.

John. Once, I photo him smiled to me. So calm.

Noni? uh uh..the baby rabbit from farm near my house. Be my pet, please..hu hu~ adorable sangat kan??~

I inspired by our beloved Prophet Muhammad (pbuh). His love was not only to humankind but also to animal. Read the incredible story HERE 

Now, it's time to the end..

It's time to say good bye..

Really, huh? Yes..that is my answer to say good bye to the jumbled year of 2011. Without noticing, 2012 is just coming in, nearly left me out in less than a month. And I believed, 2011 would be another year in memory of my past life journey as too many things up and down in my life.

Not forgone, Muharram, it's already brushed up just few days back, a good starting point for Muslim to end the Hijri calender and to set new hopes and plans. I am hoping for wonderful new year 1433H to come and I pray for everyone too:)

Well, speaking of the whole year journey, that's a lots to say. Be it sad, good or new experiences, I welcomed all of them. I made mistakes. Surely everyone did! Either it verbal forms or physical forms, most of it give me lessons in forms of life journey, which I ask a lot more in near future. From those lessons, I knew that I learned straight away things that should be facing. First and foremost, I hope to be a very humble women whoever I am to be, especially to the Most Merciful, Allah the Almighty who gave me strengths and guidances all this while facing mementos in my life journey. Secondly, easy but thought aim, to become more matured women, especially in terms of making decisions. The third, the aimed is to be a very wonderful women to the nearly year approach, most of time dedicated to myself, to dearly family, to loved ones, and to everyone who resides by my side.

Things to leave still..

Too many, I must say..but I never regretted to every single thing I'm on. I made the decision all by myself, no one to be blamed at. I on the blame if I wanted point my finger to. I adore my own way of rational thinking, so it's totally me. As who knows me, I always leave things that I do not like to be in..none of my business~ it do look not good, but it keeps me away from something mess. You know when to be part or not to be part. I called it choices. 

Things to boost out more..

Again, too many..I welcomed everything to come to my life..It's part of life journey set for us, aren't they?Some of them are fated, I must accept it the whole hug. There must be something Allah want me to know, then He sent them to me. Accept them with whole-hearty are the best. He know what is best for me..and to you too.

Wishlist??

My only wishlist for the year of 2011 was to get better job. For people who know my life, it seems not easy..However, I did it after a lot of phewww. But, I forgot to ask more. It just a job I asked, not career..and I am still struggling for it. 

For year 2012..there are a lot. I put them on my blog wall if you want to know. Neither first of last items would come first. All are count together.:-) and I will add some more from time to time.

Nothing more I would ask except happiness and wonderful journey of life. May Allah give forgiveness on my wrongdoings and give bless.

Welcome 2012

A year of spending and making decision.