I start having signs and bad feelings..Is my instict right?

Ya Allah..help me on this..There are lots of signs..Have I been cheated?(T_T)

Baking..Always My Passion..

It's quite a long time I did not post any entry on my blog wall. I wish I could stay persistent to write for at least a post for every week , but times and ideas are sometimes seems to be running away from me. I got lots of fun ideas at the edge of my finger coming along everyday, but what happened to myself, I just got stucked when my very small fingers touched the keyboard. I was like just clueless, staring thoroughly the blank sheet without any single movement of my hand. Oh sweety, it's your blog, anything from the least to the huge thingy you can stick on it. No one care what is in your head except they are really care about yourself..sometimes I do care about what people think of myself. Be it positive or negative thoughts, they were always counted in. Right seconds after I think about it, then I will get rid of it.

Orait, I 'll write. My hobby. Simple. This is my real hobby and I am crazy about it. Though I have no background in professional baking or cooking, the art of cooking is what I always wanted to do. Be mindless if I am too darn adore about certains recipes that are available online, because it is way easy for me to go-ogle on the net to gain the best recipes online where I can compare and play with the flavor and varieties. However, I love to compile few of them and try-mix ingredient between different recipes. So, I know which recipe works well.

These are some of recipes I tried. Before we may get started with my highest ranking dessert and ccokies, I should mention here that I always try to bake cookies and desserts in stead of meal. I found they are easy to play with and there are many way of doing them either to decorate them or to blend all the ingredients all together. The results are still the same and I had fun every time I bake!

These are some of recipes I tried and has become my favorite all the time~most of them are western origin. I love them because they are healthy and less sweet in flavor..

1. Florentines

This is easy to make. It tastes sweet, chewy and sticky cookies. Made of mix nuts such as almonds and groundnuts, mix with dried cherries and raisins and coated with chocolate at the top or bottom. There a lots of recipes online but this, i always use the same recipe as this from Homemademummy and you can access the recipe here.

 2. Biscotti

I just love this. I first tasted it at Gloria Jeans Coffee outlet along with a cup of coffee. The taste was great and it was a great combination when you dip the log with the coffee. This is where I found this great recipe; Pastrypal and the recipe is here.

 3. Panna Cotta

The recipe is from the great chef David Lebovits. So, you want to make panna cotta from his recipe, click here.

4. Rocky Road

 

Picture origin from Myrecipe.com. You may get the recipe here.

Here is one of famous Australian dessert time. It was rock everywhere. The taste is sweet, a combination of fluffy marshmallow and chocolate. This is the perfect dessert for picnic or even on your movie time. I really enjoy it when while reading book. Its gone just few pages I read. Oh my~Sorted, the cooking crews I always wanted to join them in the house. Reach the other recipe here. It's live!

5. S'mores

Marshmallow again. Imagine the fluffy marshmallow with dark chocolate blend with the biscuits. I just could not wait. Let's eat them here from Sweet Savory Life.

6. Caramel Pudding

 

The recipe from From Taiping to Kota Kinabalu. Get the recipe here. yummy!

And there are lot more of my favorites as listed here:

7.   Cotton Soft Japanese Cheese Cake

8.   Almond Crispy Jelly

9.   Heavy Cheese Cake

10. Lady Fingers Tiramisu

11. Doughnut

12. Macaroon

So, wanna try one of these recipe? Let me now and I will direct you to the real recipes from the best cook..Bubye~

The Little Sweetheart..Come here to me...

After a quick view a couple of kitten on my honey's FB, I felt a lil released. I got a heavy headache and abdomen swelling since last nite due to allergic symptoms of smell I can't cope with. To be specific, the smell of 'minyak angin' ('vapour rub's and the worst is 'minyak cap kapak'.) I don't know from where the air bring the odor into my room. I too, had an allergic reactions to some of the specified odors and fragrances which I can not clearly explain the right causes here. I use the term allergic because I don't know what other term to use. Cigarettes smokes for instance; I can't breath smoothly where I used to hold my breath when I was in the same lift of a person/s who had just smoked. The smell always hits me really hard as I was having cough when I just passed by..Sometimes, I became just a wilt-like veg when I smell the heated seat or plastic in the car. When it happened, I turned to pale, decrease/slowly the way of air to breath in and out into my chest, I can not even speak clearly, feeling dizzy and ended with vomiting so badly. What I could say is like a pregnant woman having morning sickness..sigh~

Not to mention here, I obviously severe a motion sickness with above mentioned symptoms which I believe these two are connected to each other and something things that I could not explain have not functionally in the rite way or less effective in my body. The only cure for me is to smell a fresh orange peel or lemon or at least a lime and sit under a high speed of fan before try to take a long and a deep sleep. That is the only cure that works for me so far..sigh~~

Eh..wat pe cite pasal sakit2 neh....tak bagus..!!Stop it Wanna. You're killing yourself while no one mind about it at all..huhu~

Lets talk about the kittens I mentioned at the very first line up there. I felt the headache in my head flowed bit by bit, away through my hand to the finger, up to the air as I imagine the softness of the kitten's fur on my cheeks smothered all the pain away.  Just after a few minutes staring the pic of them. Several years back in 1995, when I was 10, I hate cat really much (not really hate, it just that I feel not safe) because the scratch of its claw left a deep wound on my first time playing on the ground with my grandfather's cat, Puteh. Ever since, I scared of cats, not to play with them or I even won't touch them wherever how cute or beautiful are they. I just worried they would give me another shoot, and I feel hurt again..(plus, the cats at my home had once vomited with worms, too many tiny worms, a needle size and I had to clear all them away--me; phobia to caterpillar as well, and all its kind including rubbish worm, leeches, and some nematodes..yukkkk!susc a nightmare to me..;-()

Don't hurt me anymore, will ya? Please baby..it's hurt so damn....

Until I met someone, who is now became my honey. He loved cat so much. I realized he such a gentle towards cat when he set up my lappy with a photo of cat as my profile picture. Day after day, his care on this animal became real on my eyes, showing a paternity of its nature, same like my father was. I started to play with cat, just to feel how good to have a human-animal relationship between these two creatures. I try to bring out  my gut of cat, not to feel they will harm me anymore..slowly perhaps, with an imaginary support of trying to adapt with my honey's liking. Till the minutes I've written here, I still be aware of cats' claws eventho I could sit side by side and play with them. I imagined they are immediately changed their claws into these whenever I jumped into them..everywhere , always like THESE...

                                       

                                            or like THIS.....hahahahaha..so cute, isn't???

I could feel the warm relationship with cat now..the reason why people love cat and own them as friend. They are really soft..soft and warm as human's care..huhu..

P/s::I wonder where my pain has gone. Is the cat bring away my pain or somehow 'the man' who owns the cat..ohhhh...confused~~lalalala..

A Introduction to My Blog

Hi everyone..this is my first time writing something on my wall. Nothing much interesting to talk about my blog at the moment. As a newbie, I felt blogging is just one of the way to entertain myself rather than spending on  something else like shopping where the money and time are wasted. It just that I want to create a space for myself crapping and bubbling about things I loved plus sharing something that you might have not known before..

Well, let me first start with a brief introduction of my blog. I named it Autumn Dreams. I created it just for fun, the place where I can paste my feeling at, to share the best moments I experienced before, to let everyone knows deeply a kind of person am I, and of course to share something precious in a form of  life experiences. Here, I won't tell you the details of my personal, just knowing my nicknames are enough, I suppose.

Why Autumn Dreams? Hah! You might be wondering why it has been chosen. There are lots of reasons why I chose such that name. Firstly, it was because I found a perfect match for my blog design. The colour, design and the space just suited me! I liked the design so much. Enough said:)

Secondly, it was about the name itself. I put my life targets to be completed each year. Those targets are secrets ya! Ask me whenever you feel like knowing:).Offline! I called my targets as dreams. The  dreams were actually begun when it was autumn. To be exact during fall in Australia. Yes, I spent my first autumn overseas in Australia and since then, I sequenced almost every single one of my dreams. It wasn't mean that I had not thought about dreams before, it just that I can perfectly focus on how to achieve them now. In other word, I can manage my life and became mature. Just after the autumn started..

Thirdly, it all started when I created a blog of mine-->online e-boutique (you can access it here Sakura Hijab e-Boutique). I started to love on blog writing soon after I launch the boutique. I came across to glorious and happening blogs while blog-walking <---my previous activity before blogging..hehehe. It gave me ideas and passions of how interesting the blogging was. I had to admit it! It was fun!

Other than that, I just wanna to practice my skills on english writing, so that my left brain is always working best and I can spend my spare time doing something.

I hope you enjoy my blog. Have fun reading :)

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